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my friends are my fuel.
my life is my challenge.
my mission is to live my life to the fullest



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♥ Cravings

1. smile more
2. white skirt
3. black jeans (:
4. wedges
5. black v-neck off-shoulder top (:
6. contacts
7. watch
8. laptop skin
9. formal top
10. pink nike bottle!



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♥ Past

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    ♥ Sunday, 16 March 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > deny happily <


    you know how it feels when you're supposed to do something, but you don't and someone accuses you of not doing it, but you'd deny it.
    you'd feel guilty.
    and i normally feel like this during music lessons.

    you know how it feels when you normally do not do something you're supposed to do, but you do it this particular time, but someone still accuses you of not doing it.
    you'd feel disappointed, pissed.
    and i felt like this during music lesson on saturday.

    i practised my piano. but yet it wasn good enough for her. maybe i didn practise as frequently as i'm supposed to, but i tried to practise. i really did. and i almost cried while playing. i could play them at home ok. i hate it la. its so sickening for my standard to just fall like this during lesson time. rawrs.



    i feel like i'm living in denial everyday. i convince myself that i should be contented with my life and all. but i'm not. i try to convince myself that i no longer care if he msges me, but i do.
    i feel like a liar everyday. everything i do, i say are such lies. i just want to protect my emotions and my life. but i often do not achieve my aim. more often than not, i show alot of emotions when i lie, esp to my mum.

    ...........

    i spent my saturday watching shows online, i just started on TKA, cont'd with YLWBS, drinking soup, eating rum & raisin ice cream and astons', crying in my room, fiddling with my lappie, stretching my legs, sleeping.
    i spent my sunday sleeping, headaching over fees, mac-brunch with mama & fel, stroll around bedok, borrowing books from library.

    and my wireless at home is screwed lor. like just 1 week only. damn.

    ...........


    life's really making feel sea-sick. its so up and down and up and down.
    whenever things make me happy, there'd be things to push me down. then there'll be happy things. then sad things.

    i think the only thing that made me happy over the weekend was
    * him msging me on his own accord. muahaha. i think i can see him on wed. dear, can we go??
    * brunch with mama & fel.
    * the lil brown dress. i wanna get it!!!

    i shall keep on trying to stay happy.
    wanna catch SOL, buy dress, jeans, top. blehs. shall try to get the moolah for it.
    andandand, i can meet the makan gang for makan soon!! mARCHE!! haha. mummy didn put me down for work. muaha.


    lil superhero girl
    i shall try.

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 18:53 ]


    ♥ Thursday, 28 February 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > 533952000 seconds <


    shitshitshit. i typed the post and stupid blogger deleted it! lmao

    i didn mean to pon work today sehhs.
    i woke up late.
    parents didn wake me up.

    (i normally have a wake up call by daddy @ 7.45am, then one from mummy @ 8.00am)
    but today no one woke me up.
    so hell ya.
    was still supposed to go to work.
    but didn want to face the huge tonne of work left for me. ewwws.

    i'm gonna get into hell lots of trouble when my paycheck comes.
    mummy's so gonna chop me up and cook me in soup.

    BUT, me staying home today
    saw me practising my piano.
    i'm getting better *beams* =D
    but whatever,
    she, my teacher, won't notice my practice, coz to her, i'm lousy. $%&^$!@%$

    horocope today is making me cry.
    ain't posting it up.

    currenntly onto english songs. esp,

    Enrique Iglesies' songs.



    Somebodys me - Enrique Iglesies


    You, do you
    remember me?,
    Like, I remember you?
    Do you spend your life, going back
    in your mind to that time?,
    Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
    I hate
    being on my own, and everyone can see that,
    I really fell, and I'm going
    through hell.
    Thinking about you with somebody else.

    Somebody wants
    you,
    Somebody needs you.
    Somebody dreams about you every single night.
    Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
    Somebody hopes that one
    day you will see, that somebody's me.
    That somebody's me. yeaa...

    How, how did we go wrong?
    It was so good, and now it's gone,
    And
    I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
    What we had, isn't lost.
    Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

    Somebody wants you,
    Somebody needs you.

    Somebody dreams about you every single night.
    Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely.
    Somebody hopes that
    someday you will see,
    That somebody's me. Oh yeah...

    You will always
    be in my life, even if im not in your life.
    Cause you're in my memory...

    You, when you remember me?...
    And before you set me free, oh listen
    please...


    Somebody wants you,
    Somebody needs you.
    Somebody
    dreams about you every single night.
    Somebody cant breathe, without you it's
    lonely.
    Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
    That somebody's me.
    Somebody's me...
    That somebody's me...
    That
    somebody's me...
    Oh yeah...


    its really a song for him. well.. seeing him online the whole day today, and not being able to talk to him. well, i'm getting used to it. darn shitty though. his gums and keychain's still with me. it's been 2 months since i made that wish. and its not coming true. not a little at all. its going into my list of never-will-be-fulfilled list.

    better hit my pillows.
    i need to work tml. =p
    YH's last day.
    Naz's transferred over.
    Dinner with dear and mai i think. =)

    happy 17 years and 2 months to myself.


    tell me how. how to book a place in your heart.

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 23:35 ]


    ♥ Saturday, 23 February 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > fading notes <


    gosh.
    pris ponned music lesson again.

    i really wonder why i'm struggling to continue music lessons.
    because every lesson is a reluctant one.
    for me. and i'm sure for her

    totally losing my interest in piano alrd.
    or rather boring pieces.
    exams pieces. scales.
    i seriously hate them.

    i feel like i'm practising for exams and only exams.
    and everytime i fail, i just feel stupid.
    brings my morale down.
    and that is when i practise and i don't get results.

    but seriously speaking.
    i touch my piano once a week.
    when i'm at lessons.
    i seriously have no time to practise.
    if i really need, i'd have sacrifice comp time.
    gosh.

    i've always preferred songs scores..
    those songs la..
    with lyrics and that i'm familiar with.
    sometimes, when i touch my piano, i'd rather play those than my exam pieces

    damnit seriously.
    i have to go for that grade 8 exam.
    cnt waste $$.
    and i need to PASS IT!
    gosh.

    someone save me!!!

    .....................

    that aside.
    mummy was nagging me again
    for not being able to adapt to my new workplace. oh whatever..
    i really need a life lor.
    everyday is just home, work, home.
    nothing else.
    the only time i can be a lil more happy is when i meet up with rachel and yh for lunch.
    and with yh and rachel leaving soon, i'd be alone again. goshgosh.
    i want a transfer back to rainbow!!

    andandand.
    i want a new NIKE BOTTLE!! rawrs. =.=
    i used my bro's one the other day
    and i want one too!
    i want the pink one! think i saw it before.
    the one with the hard casing and the clipclip thing.
    i think its chio la!
    haha. shall pester mummy to buy for me!!

    andandand.
    i want to go SHOPPING!!!
    OG's having 70% sale la.
    gosh. mummy's haven't been there
    meaning we'll be going soon! i think..
    OG is so much less aunty-ish than last time.
    i need to get formal. =p


    shall slack ard more
    before going for RC FLAG DAY.. =p


    spoilt tune

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 09:45 ]