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LIING'X

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my friends are my fuel.
my life is my challenge.
my mission is to live my life to the fullest



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♥ Cravings

1. smile more
2. white skirt
3. black jeans (:
4. wedges
5. black v-neck off-shoulder top (:
6. contacts
7. watch
8. laptop skin
9. formal top
10. pink nike bottle!



♥ Exits

DEAR
AMBROSE
CHANGLING
DEBBIE
ELI
ERWIN
HANIF
HAYDEN
HONGHUI
HUIQI
JEANETTE
JOAN
JONATHAN
JOSHUA
JUNYING
KENNETH
KENNY
KIMBERLY
KOKTONG
LILIN
LIYONG
LOUIS
MEEHAN
MINGYUE
POH BOON
RACHELINE
SIEW YUEN
TIMOTHY
TKRCY
WEIQI
YINGQI
YINLING
YIQIAN
YIYAN
ZHAOGEN

JIAFA
JIAHUI
PEIFEN
ZHIYONG


♥ Past

  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008



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    Designer: !hotstuffs
    Inspiration: Jermin
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    ♥ Monday, 17 March 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > sotong <


    i cannot believe how blur i am.
    i thought enrolment's on wed.
    when its supposed to be tml. gosh.
    luckily dear reminded me!
    THANKS DEAR!!
    and i paniced like shit man. but i'm done!!
    luckily i paid my fees today alrd!
    phew phew phew.

    and i had to msg my supervisor at work.
    gosh, i was apologising like a million times till she asked me to stop apologising.
    such a blur sotong man

    ..........

    i had a super big headache at work today.
    and i was scanning documents really slowly and i made mistakes somemore.
    gosh. thank god for the break tml
    msn was boring. no one to talk to except loser.
    i'd rather be downstairs now.

    ..........

    aand i was talking to eli just now
    and she did something which no one has ever done before.
    THANKS LOVE.
    i guess those i wanted to tell you i've alrd told you, and i will show you ok!

    i shall really try ((:

    and i really mean it!!
    i shall fulfill my mission!

    ..........

    and FRIDAY, no work!!
    its a confirmed shopping with eli and jia lin!!
    i'm gna go crazy shopping!! muahaha

    ..........


    pris will become better!! =D

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 23:59 ]


    ♥ Wednesday, 5 March 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > again <


    i am seriously amused by how my brain works.
    because.
    i skipped work yet again today.

    i was still hyper up looking at some 7-11 sale thing
    and was thinking of getting BnJs back for bro.

    and just half an hr later,
    walking out.
    i felt inferior because of dunno-what.
    walk walk walk.
    wait for the bus
    board the bus.
    after 1 stop
    i got down the bus
    and walked home.

    dont ask me why
    i dont know why i did that too
    i just felt as if there was something more for me to do at home. when there's obviously nothing

    i've been having this really bad work attitude these days.
    no drive.
    i just don't feel like working alrd. i finally understand why yh quit
    and i've decided to work till the end of this month. no longer
    i need my life back.

    and so.
    after my half-day on friday,
    i shall be a good girl and go to work daily.
    " dear, we'll go shopping during weekends and april ok! "

    shall spend my day practising my piano, lunching with eyegang, collecting my bags from haoning, and swimming.


    i need to think everything over again.
    my old ways are coming back.

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 11:36 ]


    ♥ Monday, 3 March 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > the day after yesterday. <


    stomach cramps.
    blasting music.
    unglam posture.
    quiet phone.
    maltesers.
    twitching left eye.

    period. day's over.



    A lvl result release this friday.
    give me an A for chi pls.
    i swear i'll cry if i get anything lower than B man.
    oh shit. no loser.
    might be working morning.
    meet dear to shop after that (:

    the temptation's back.
    control. yes, control.

    hurt so bloody badly.
    couldn go to sleep.
    woke up in the middle of the night, crying.
    searched for it and held it to sleep.
    oh whatever. i'm just a weak person.


    thanks Li Lin (:

    tml's today all over again.
    ain't gonna change.


    I almost kind of like the pain
    Wear your tattoo like a stain
    It will take forever
    To fade away

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 23:30 ]


    ♥ Saturday, 1 March 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > BLAST <


    i've grown fond of blasting music in my ears whenever i'm out alone.
    it just draws me away from my surroundings and feelings.
    and the very thing.

    i listen to the same few songs over and over again.
    the songs, that i cnt stop listening to.
    so i decided to just put that few songs in my phone.
    and delete the rest.
    so i would not need to keep shuffling my songs.

    work will become more alone sooner.
    YH's working no longer.
    Rachel's working at another branch.
    lunch kakis' only left with me and annie.

    improved my scales alrd. *phews*
    priorities. i need to get them right, according to her.


    FEB 29 2008
    last day of the month.
    i totally forgot that the policies needed to be cleared.
    and i had to OT to finish the last minute ones.
    left work at 8.
    when i was supposed to meet mai, mun yee, and DEAR at 6.40. =X
    bussed down to bugis -.- could've walked, but i was alrd late
    met up with them at NYDC. had my dinner with them looking at me =X
    shared tiramisu mudpie with DEAR.
    exp. dinner man. 23 bucks!
    but meeting with them was priceless!!

    went looking around with dear after that.
    wanted to get my off shoulder, but thinking of looking for cheaper ones
    7-ed home with DEAR! =)

    my chi standard is dropping alrd la. according to DEAR.
    my usage of chinese words is horrendous. hehx.
    needa buck up alrd. =)





    the soft toys at NYDC are like so lovable!! plus a free pic of maimai! =p
    can santa give me a belated present. i want the elmo. and give dear the eeyor!! hehheh
    ...........

    reflections for FEB 2008

    not as emo as jan 08 alrd. tried staying happy. good job pris. i need to keep that up. spend everyday happy and stop thinking about the past.
    haven't been very consistent for work. need to work harder this month, leave them with good impression and so i can work again next time.
    shall spend more time on practising the piano. i can if i want!!
    and be more polite to my parents.
    lols. redundant thing, but whatever.


    ..........

    i'm indulging in Dark Chocolate Maltesers, supposed to be for DEAR, but i forgot to give it to her. =p get somemore for her again.

    dark chocolate reminds me of him. how he used to offer me dark chocolates.
    i was reading the papers today, and i saw something. wanted to inform him, but, didn feel like la. i mean, what would i get? nothing ba.. he'll just thank me, but do nothing about it.
    and i was randomly thinking yest, i vocalised it to Li Lin.
    the previous was 2 yrs. i wonder if this will last 2 yrs before i can move on again. as much as i wouldn want it to happen, somehow, if the 2 yrs could be a different 2 years. though i know its impossible. just hoping to accumulate more happy memories. so when i finally can leave, i have the happy memories left for me to look back at. its all fate.


    .........

    The Greatest Love Of All


    I believe the children are our are
    future
    Teach them well and let them lead the way
    Show them all the
    beauty they possess inside
    Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
    Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
    Everybody
    searching for a hero
    People need someone to look up to
    I never found
    anyone to fulfill my needs
    A lonely place to be
    So I learned to depend
    on me

    [Chorus:]
    I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's
    shadows
    If I fail, if I succeed
    At least I live as I believe
    No
    matter what they take from me
    They can't take away my dignity
    Because
    the greatest love of all
    Is happening to me
    I found the greatest love of
    all
    Inside of me
    The greatest love of all
    Is easy to achieve
    Learning to love yourself
    It is the greatest love of all

    I
    believe the children are our future
    Teach them well and let them lead the
    way
    Show them all the beauty they possess inside
    Give them a sense of
    pride to make it easier
    Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to
    be

    [Chorus]

    And if by chance, that special place
    That you've
    been dreaming of
    Leads you to a lonely place
    Find your strength in love



    this is gonna be my theme song for the month of march.


    buck up and move on!
    blast my old ways!
    pris will move on!

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 22:07 ]


    ♥ Thursday, 28 February 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > 533952000 seconds <


    shitshitshit. i typed the post and stupid blogger deleted it! lmao

    i didn mean to pon work today sehhs.
    i woke up late.
    parents didn wake me up.

    (i normally have a wake up call by daddy @ 7.45am, then one from mummy @ 8.00am)
    but today no one woke me up.
    so hell ya.
    was still supposed to go to work.
    but didn want to face the huge tonne of work left for me. ewwws.

    i'm gonna get into hell lots of trouble when my paycheck comes.
    mummy's so gonna chop me up and cook me in soup.

    BUT, me staying home today
    saw me practising my piano.
    i'm getting better *beams* =D
    but whatever,
    she, my teacher, won't notice my practice, coz to her, i'm lousy. $%&^$!@%$

    horocope today is making me cry.
    ain't posting it up.

    currenntly onto english songs. esp,

    Enrique Iglesies' songs.



    Somebodys me - Enrique Iglesies


    You, do you
    remember me?,
    Like, I remember you?
    Do you spend your life, going back
    in your mind to that time?,
    Cause I, I walk the streets alone,
    I hate
    being on my own, and everyone can see that,
    I really fell, and I'm going
    through hell.
    Thinking about you with somebody else.

    Somebody wants
    you,
    Somebody needs you.
    Somebody dreams about you every single night.
    Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely.
    Somebody hopes that one
    day you will see, that somebody's me.
    That somebody's me. yeaa...

    How, how did we go wrong?
    It was so good, and now it's gone,
    And
    I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross.
    What we had, isn't lost.
    Cause you are always right here in my thoughts..

    Somebody wants you,
    Somebody needs you.

    Somebody dreams about you every single night.
    Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely.
    Somebody hopes that
    someday you will see,
    That somebody's me. Oh yeah...

    You will always
    be in my life, even if im not in your life.
    Cause you're in my memory...

    You, when you remember me?...
    And before you set me free, oh listen
    please...


    Somebody wants you,
    Somebody needs you.
    Somebody
    dreams about you every single night.
    Somebody cant breathe, without you it's
    lonely.
    Somebody hopes that someday you will see, that somebody's me.
    That somebody's me.
    Somebody's me...
    That somebody's me...
    That
    somebody's me...
    Oh yeah...


    its really a song for him. well.. seeing him online the whole day today, and not being able to talk to him. well, i'm getting used to it. darn shitty though. his gums and keychain's still with me. it's been 2 months since i made that wish. and its not coming true. not a little at all. its going into my list of never-will-be-fulfilled list.

    better hit my pillows.
    i need to work tml. =p
    YH's last day.
    Naz's transferred over.
    Dinner with dear and mai i think. =)

    happy 17 years and 2 months to myself.


    tell me how. how to book a place in your heart.

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 23:35 ]


    ♥ .

    Daily Propehts.

    > my places <


    i should seriously stop ponning work.
    i reckon my pay this month is only 400+.
    mummy's gonna kill me big time.

    and.. she's not giving me allowance for march.
    its gonna come out from my own pay! !$&$#$%@
    good game.

    watched 原来我不帅 for the morning.
    wanted to catch CJ7 at princess.
    but i decided to save money, stay home, and
    practise my piano. goshgosh.

    was blog-hopping just now, and i happened to see this post on yinling's blog..
    dated nov 26,2006

    last night met up with zhengjue, yiting, chuying and pris at roxy sq.around 9pm.
    intended to meet up at school but i was late. lols.ate dinner and walked to
    katong shopping centre to sing karaoke until 1am.

    we took the smallest
    room cos night charges are like much more ex. but we didnt expect it to be like
    SO SMALL! LOL! its like even smaller than my bathroom can! lols. oh yeah man we
    spent like a few minutes laughing at how small the bloody room was. hahaha! then
    we spotted a sign. the "EXIT" sign on top of the tiny room door! LOL! yeah we
    spend like duno how long laughing at the exit sign again.hahahah! its like in
    such a tiny room, do you think there's any other exits?? hahahaha. yes yes
    stupid signs.lol

    anyway, the room was suffocated with cigarette smoke,
    from other rooms of cos. and i HATE IT!! grr.
    I HATE SMOKERS!

    after
    that we walked to east coast macs. grab a bite and played majong cards. we
    started to think of forfeits and laugh like MAD! lols.

    FORFEITS

    sit on the baby chair
    pretend to smoke with a rolled up tissue and
    get a cup of water from the counter. when they say cannot smoke here then open
    up the cigarette and reply but its only tissue.lol!
    get a light from a
    stranger with a rolled up tissue as cigarette
    take the soap spray on top of
    the bin, spray at the glass door and wipe.lols
    get paper towel from the
    counter, put at the collar like a baby and walk back.
    pretend to read an
    upside down book, walk to counter and get a cup of water.

    we were like
    talking abt it and laughing like mad people.lol. then i kena first leh! i became
    part time macs for one minute! HAHA! i had to take the spray bottle, spray at
    the glass door and wipe. LOL! damn malu. somemore they say everyone was looking
    at me! ahhhh. and a couple behind us was like laughing at me lar! damn MALU! lol

    then pris kena 2 times! lols. 1st was to read an upside down book and
    walk to counter. lols. worst of all, when she was queuing up, a guy went to
    queue behind her! HAHA! i think he saw and felt so weird abt it! hahaha! pris
    second forfeit was the paper towel one. but its not as bad as mine lar. =X

    then got 2 police came in, then a grp of pia kias left the macs. we were
    like shit! cos we playing majong and under 18 years old. =X but they left after
    quite some time. then all the pia kias came back again. singapore is like so
    safe. hahaha.

    then we walked out to the beach. saw police cars again. it
    was around 4am then. sat down and play lame chinese word game.-.-" for a while
    only la. then we started talking about stars. suddenly, we saw a shooting star!
    its SUPER bright and the track it travelled was thick! DAMN PRETTY! :D yiting
    was like damn happy about it cos she never seen a shooting star before. i feel
    so lucky! hehehe!


    i seriously miss those times. those nights we spent out tgt. coz they're the only ones who are willing to spend nights out, w/o sleeping and all. coz all my close friends now will nv be able to do that with me, even me myself cnt.

    if my parents aren't as strict, i think, i'd be a person having late nights out rather often. i love the feeling of being out of home at night, w/o worrying about having people to rush you home. thats why i love camps, esp at night.

    camps, then remind me of that very place i love sitting at when i was an NCO. the place where i'd do alot of thinking, yet could see things going on. the place i'd lie down and enjoy the stars. the place i cried at.that place. 3rd floor, outside the hall, use the back staircase. Li Lin knows.

    then, there's the breakwaters near the end of ECP, towards airport. 1 March 2007. TJ FAU BBQ. with the aeroplanes taking off. the waves.

    gosh. memories.

    two

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 14:31 ]


    ♥ Saturday, 23 February 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > fading notes <


    gosh.
    pris ponned music lesson again.

    i really wonder why i'm struggling to continue music lessons.
    because every lesson is a reluctant one.
    for me. and i'm sure for her

    totally losing my interest in piano alrd.
    or rather boring pieces.
    exams pieces. scales.
    i seriously hate them.

    i feel like i'm practising for exams and only exams.
    and everytime i fail, i just feel stupid.
    brings my morale down.
    and that is when i practise and i don't get results.

    but seriously speaking.
    i touch my piano once a week.
    when i'm at lessons.
    i seriously have no time to practise.
    if i really need, i'd have sacrifice comp time.
    gosh.

    i've always preferred songs scores..
    those songs la..
    with lyrics and that i'm familiar with.
    sometimes, when i touch my piano, i'd rather play those than my exam pieces

    damnit seriously.
    i have to go for that grade 8 exam.
    cnt waste $$.
    and i need to PASS IT!
    gosh.

    someone save me!!!

    .....................

    that aside.
    mummy was nagging me again
    for not being able to adapt to my new workplace. oh whatever..
    i really need a life lor.
    everyday is just home, work, home.
    nothing else.
    the only time i can be a lil more happy is when i meet up with rachel and yh for lunch.
    and with yh and rachel leaving soon, i'd be alone again. goshgosh.
    i want a transfer back to rainbow!!

    andandand.
    i want a new NIKE BOTTLE!! rawrs. =.=
    i used my bro's one the other day
    and i want one too!
    i want the pink one! think i saw it before.
    the one with the hard casing and the clipclip thing.
    i think its chio la!
    haha. shall pester mummy to buy for me!!

    andandand.
    i want to go SHOPPING!!!
    OG's having 70% sale la.
    gosh. mummy's haven't been there
    meaning we'll be going soon! i think..
    OG is so much less aunty-ish than last time.
    i need to get formal. =p


    shall slack ard more
    before going for RC FLAG DAY.. =p


    spoilt tune

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 09:45 ]


    ♥ Friday, 22 February 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > destructive sweets <


    guys can be the sweetest thing one can have.
    but they can also also be most destructive creature too.


    i'm amused by my own actions yesterday night.
    amused. shocked. i totally cannot believe i typed those.
    but at least i got what i wanted.
    satisfied.

    if its love, it one sided.
    but i don't really care.
    because i will when i believe.
    even it doesn come through,
    at least i have the memories.

    i need my dose of alcohol.
    i want to forget all these again.
    for the moment.

    and i realise i take after ah-gong
    alcohol-addict.
    i miss ah-gong.
    if he's still with us
    i'd not be crying alone.
    i'd be crying to him.

    and i think i need inspiration to continue working at HQ man.
    i'm seriously going crazy.
    i want a transfer back to rainbow.
    or..
    i'll quit end of this month. gosh.
    seriously, i'd rather be packed and watched by supervisors.
    then being down there all on my own.

    i wonder when i can meet him again.


    anw..


    星座身体语言分析

    摩羯座
      

    脸型有点长,不过身材通常很好,有强壮的大腿。

    gosh. so true.


    只要你能听到我
    看到我的全心全意

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 22:59 ]


    ♥ Thursday, 21 February 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > cocktail <


    ..: -٭٭٭†° äMB®ø§ε °†٭٭٭- ~~ [SGDOD]+Major Brose+Sr ~~ :..
    New HP No: 90065987 said:
    come! wish me!
    last one!

    pris the
    crybaby said:
    iGOOD LUCKKKKK!!!!

    ..: -٭٭٭†° äMB®ø§ε °†٭٭٭- ~~
    [SGDOD]+Major Brose+Sr ~~ :.. New HP No: 90065987 said:
    :):):):)
    hahahaa
    woohooO!
    okok
    pris rocks my socks!



    THANK YOU NIGHTMAREEEE!!!
    haha.. he made my night/day.
    gosh. it has been a long time since someone said that to me! haha.
    and i swear everytime i talk to nightmare online, we're both zi-highing lorr.
    but its fun.
    its ESCAPADE!!
    so,
    THANK YOU NIGHTMAREEEE!! i simply love my nightmare for everything he does.. so kuku yet it cheers me up!! woooo~~



    .............

    i guess that was the only thing that could make me struggle through the day.
    as usual, i got nagged by mummy early in the morning.
    then i was a little late for work, coz i left home late and the bus came late.
    then the 2nd floor was horrible. i felt caged. except for 4 walls, and the ceiling and the floor, the tables and the chairs, the computers and the documents, the EA stuff and the 2 other ppl, there was simply nothing. not even a window can. its worse than jail!
    i was seriously going crazy, and as usual, i went to the toilet and cried. not before i msged LOVE that i felt like crying. i simply had a spliting headache which made me want to go home. not to mention the whole stack of forms which i couldn figure out how to scan. gosh. what a bad day.
    lunch was superly ex. had no appetite and wasted at least half of my bowl of porridge which cost me 4 freaking bucks.
    lunch after work was more bearable with my sour plum, but it was still bad. i felt real cooped inside. i felt worse than a jailbird. facing nothing but the computer and the wall. even radio was unable to perk me.
    i msged des. and didn get a reply. well, i didn expect one immediately too. disappointed i was not.
    couldn take it. left at 6.20. who cares about me!? my supervisor went off before me. there was no one to watch me.

    just received des's reply. i'm feeling real guilty now. sheesh.
    hey des, if you ever read this, i'm sorry, really sorry. it has always been me to complain about my own things. and you'd always be there to cheer me on, even though you're having it worse than me. i'm sorry for always imposing my pain on you. you've always been here, picking me up, no matter what. for that, thank you. really! no number of thank yous will be enough. its your optimism and helpfulness that keeps me going everyday. i really hope everything goes right for you. because you being happy will make me happy too! thank you and ilu.

    i'm having real mixed feelings now.
    i am still the crybaby i was yest and the days before and the years before.


    i skipped yest's one.
    shall just post today's.


    星座不能失去的东西?

    摩羯座最怕失去的东西:信任
    摩羯座是一个圆滑,无论在任何情况下都和上司相处得很好的星座,如果因为某些事使上司对他们失去了原本的信任,会让他痛不欲生的。


    i think its sososo true. not the first time i'm reading about this trust thingy. trust needs to exist in everything in life. friends. family.


    i'm feeling something which i've never felt before. i should not be feeling this way.
    i need time to clear my mind again.

    before i go,
    GOOD LUCK NIGHTMAREEEE!! for your final paper! may you achieve your straight As!!
    be honoured ok! you're having this on my blog when you're not my dear or love! hahaha
    nightmare rocks my socks too! =D



    明天你將離我有多遠

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 21:37 ]


    ♥ Tuesday, 19 February 2008.

    Daily Propehts.

    > time. <



    i suddenly thought of this stupid way to blog today. sheesh.


    8.30am, at home, in front of my lappie
    came online and saw des's offline msg. random yet it managed to make me smile =D


    8.45am, at home, still in front of my lappie
    was browsing through friendster.. saw this comment by someone for someone. so omg la.. the msg put across is so damn bloody clear. freak. desperate? i dunno. must tell DEAR abt it la. she'll tell me what it means!! for now, it makes me irk.. ewwss


    9.20am, on the way to work, aboard bus 7
    listening to the radio now and they're playing the song STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE. so damn cute la. making me smile. so much for supporting S'pore for YOG. haha. feel so national day-y. lols. perking me up. now i cnt sleep on the bus alrd!



    11.50am, prinsep house, in front of my work terminal
    just got to know that i'll be transferred to main to work permanently. arghs.. i don't want.. no one to talk to me there. =(( if its because they want to make use of my good satistics to finish up the backlog there, i'd rather have lousy statistics then. feel so cooped. damn weird w/o loser for me to whine to!! sheesh.



    1.25pm, on the way back from lunch
    walking on my own with 2 lil bitchesgirls talking behind me. damn. they're irritating can. keep talking abt low pay and all. can't you be glad that you've got a job now and stop the irritating nonsense. AND how i wish you'd stop calling me short. f***! annie was saying that i cnt wear jeans to work when i'm at main. sheesh. i need more formal clothes!! THAT BLACK JEANS!! SPONSORS!!???


    3.10pm, prinsep house, in front of my work terminal
    dead stuck on the song, WHEN YOU BELIEVE. the lyrics are.. i dunno.. its meant for ppl to believe, but i don't believe the lyrics. you will when you believe, i will fail if i believe aye. seriously, miracles nv come to me no matter how hard i believe. WHERE'S LOSERRRR!!


    5.37pm, prinsep house, in the toilet
    finally forced myself to leave the song. the office damn cold, its only me that feels so. so i'm in the toilet now, peeing the water i drank. lols. feeling real emo now. everything inside me, no one to tell to.. loser's not here. only me, my phone and i.



    6.15pm, prinsep house, in front of work terminal
    work's ending soon!! i'm real bored and slack and stoned. been drawing kuku smiley faces to make myself smile. but its so totally not working. even minesweepers ain cheering me up. sucks. must be that comment taking its effects now. damndamndamn!



    7.10pm, on the way home, aboard bus 7
    cnt slp again. so affected by that comment, plus the 2 !#$$% saying i'm short. and that i'm cute only when i laugh. fruck! and the stupid man behind me sneezing and couging. irritating and dirty! gosh! LOSERRR!!



    8.00pm, at home, dining table
    discussing with daddy about appeal to NP. got a definate NO. said what its too far, scholarships can also apply myself after year 3. if only they'd make more effort la. i mean, look at CL's dad. gosh. BIG DIFF!!


    10:20pm, at home, in front of lappie
    just sent him the song. and thats all for convo. well. i didn expect much. geesh. hate the night.


    yay. that was my day. all were recorded by typing in my phone. no faking or whatsoever pls. quite evident that i'm over reliant on loser for emotional whining and release.
    the smileys

    numo SATU

    numo DUA

    and the became friends!!


    but you ain't cheering me up by hiding there


    today's

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    changed my blog song again. so here,

    WHEN YOU BELIEVE (Mariah
    Carey & Whithney Houston)

    Many nights
    we've
    prayed
    With no
    proof anyone could hear
    In our hearts a
    hopeful song
    We barely
    understood
    Now we are not afraid
    Although
    we know there's
    much to
    fear
    We were moving mountains
    Long
    before we knew we could

    Chorus:
    There can be miracles
    When you
    believe
    Though hope
    is frail
    It's hard to kill
    Who knows what
    miracles
    You can
    achieve
    When you believe
    Somehow you will, (Now
    you will (3rd Chorus
    through))
    You will when you believe

    In this
    time of fear
    When
    prayer so
    often proves in vain
    Hope seemed
    like the summer birds
    Too
    swiftly flown
    away
    Yet now I'm
    standing here
    My heart's so full, I
    can't explain
    Seeking faith and
    speaking words
    I never thought I'd say

    Chorus

    So in times
    when all your hope is gone
    And you go
    through life
    afraid
    In
    your heart there lies a hopeful song
    That is
    there to guide
    the way
    And all the hurt and all the pain
    You soon
    will learn was not in
    vain
    For all your prayers, they will be heard
    They'll come to pass
    through faith

    Chorus

    sleeping timmeeee!!

    i left too many ends untied and tripped myself over with them

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 22:44 ]


    ♥ Wednesday, 5 December 2007.

    Daily Propehts.

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    work yesterday and today was *screams & cries* saddddddd.
    my eyecandy got transferred to mummy's hq to do other things.
    and he will only be back like friday. )):
    omg!! *cries*
    coz he was a lil sick on monday.. den i thot he was on MC.
    then.. elvin, another friend at work, told me that he got transferred.
    i was like damn damn damn sad.
    and i was like in a bad mood after that.. rawrs.

    and today, i didn even have the mood to work.
    no one to jia you me on.. :((
    luckily i had elvin to ka chiao me and make me laugh.
    and shit la, he guessed that i like eyecandy! omgomgomg..
    and he keeps saying he will tell eyecandy!
    ahhhh!!


    hmm. apart from that.. let me talk abt this assholic customer.

    -customer 1-
    he: points to manequins, what size is that?
    me: Large
    he: can i try it?
    me: i get the sample on the rack for you. pass the shirt to him
    he: tries on so big ah?
    me: i get the M size for you passes to him
    he: so small
    me: =.= walks away
    he: takes down the manequin's shirt to try and he takes a L size shirt!

    WTF right. i felt like slapping him can. what an ass hole man!! may he get eye cancer man. lame shit.


    bahaha. i cnt wait for friday!!
    coz that's when eyecandy is coming back!!
    and my lovely girl is coming to find me!!!
    yayness!!


    i miss my dear and my love!!
    shopping plsss.

    you've got me obsessed over you

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    [ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 23:20 ]