♥ Saturday, 23 February 2008.
> fading notes <
gosh.pris ponned music lesson again.i really wonder why i'm struggling to continue music lessons.because every lesson is a reluctant one.for me. and i'm sure for hertotally losing my interest in piano alrd.or rather boring pieces.exams pieces. scales.i seriously hate them.i feel like i'm practising for exams and only exams.and everytime i fail, i just feel stupid.brings my morale down.and that is when i practise and i don't get results.but seriously speaking.i touch my piano once a week.when i'm at lessons.i seriously have no time to practise.if i really need, i'd have sacrifice comp time.gosh.i've always preferred songs scores..those songs la..with lyrics and that i'm familiar with.sometimes, when i touch my piano, i'd rather play those than my exam piecesdamnit seriously.i have to go for that grade 8 exam.cnt waste $$.and i need to PASS IT!gosh.someone save me!!!.....................
that aside.mummy was nagging me againfor not being able to adapt to my new workplace. oh whatever..i really need a life lor.everyday is just home, work, home.nothing else.the only time i can be a lil more happy is when i meet up with rachel and yh for lunch.and with yh and rachel leaving soon, i'd be alone again. goshgosh.i want a transfer back to rainbow!!andandand.i want a new NIKE BOTTLE!! rawrs. =.=i used my bro's one the other dayand i want one too! i want the pink one! think i saw it before.the one with the hard casing and the clipclip thing.i think its chio la!haha. shall pester mummy to buy for me!!andandand.i want to go SHOPPING!!!OG's having 70% sale la.gosh. mummy's haven't been theremeaning we'll be going soon! i think..OG is so much less aunty-ish than last time.i need to get formal. =pshall slack ard morebefore going for RC FLAG DAY.. =pspoilt tuneLabels: music, shopping, work
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