ok. i spend my work time scanning life policies again. i hate scanning life policies, coz its just so difficult to scan. which means, i can scan lesser documents in a day. which means, my scan count will get lesser. which means, bad news.
ok. yh worked at hq today so i was alone scanning again. made use of income's free sms to msg him, entertain him. lunched with him, bitch, annie. we 4 always having lunch tgt one yh influenced me to eat baked rice la. in the end, they got my order wrong and gave me spag instead of rice. yucks. da pao-ed rochor soya bean milk back to drink. work again.
left work. walked slowly to bugis. trained down to pl. dinnered along at subway. while waiting for dear. dear came. went to this fashion and shopped. wanted to get this black formal top, ard 23 bucks. dear says its nice, i think its not bad, but i just didn feel like taking out money to pay. so in the end didn buy. then went to the budget this fashion outside pl mrt. and i bought a dress for 10 bucks! muahaha. its nice lor. i'll be wearing it for cny ba. so mummy will stop nagging me abt wearing bnw. lols.
yay! tml's saturday. ignoring music lesson, i'm anticipating tml. all the cute kids at kids section. + him (: should be having dinner with him on sun ba.. hopefully everything goes alright ba.
and after the wkends! monday, back to work + possibly meeting dear to shop cp tues, back to work + meeting psychos. wed, half-day + reunion dinner thrus - sun, NO WORK + CNY!!!
yipppeeee.. lols.
i always ask myself why i am like this. i've nv been like this before. last time, if i'd want to msg ky, i'd msg. i'd want to talk, i'd do so. but now, its all so different. i think and consider alot before i do something. even if its such an insignificant thing such as msging. its not me, but all these's coming from me. i regard you very differently from my friends, you always have this special place in my heart. but do i hold such a position in your heart. its a qtn i'll nv know the ans to. the day's coming nearer and nearer. but i do not have to strong urge to hold you back. some part of me wants to let you go alrd. maybe we're just not meant to be. time shall be the ans.
i scanned a huge stack of documents today. and had chicken rice for lunch. =.= with the middle row. and coz there wasn enough tables. then they left me and yh to eat at another table. wtf. whatever. yh's gonna work till end of feb. means i will STILL be alone during march. siannnsss.
and i think i've been msging too much. i didn't even realise that i've msged so much alrd lor. damnit. i've got abt 250 msges left till 11 feb. damnit. rawrs. so! i'm currently msging love and des only. plus sometimes yh and loser. cnt help it la. cny period. need to msg also arhhh!!
and my assumption yest was partially correct. no news = good news. des managed to get through the first round and he'll be sitting for the test and going for interview tml i think. all the best dear boy!! i've probably told you everything i want to tell you in my msges. =) and the thing is, i don't know which he appealed to. i hope its what i want thou..
aishh.. i'm having the scary feeling again. i so want to see himmmm! before this wkend!! rawrs. =.=
mummy's sick. random
hopefully 5th feb willl be on laa. i really want to meet the girlsss!! and friday!! pizza huttttt!!
i need $$ like totally. i'm low on cash alrd. darn!
this is another of those listening-then-suddenly-catch-the-lyrics-which-applies-to-me song. ha. lols. i've songs ready to be posted on certain days. not in the near time though. when the situation i'm in allows me to.
rainbow section, where i work, felt like an illegal immigrant hideout. esp the middle row. where i sit. there just weren't enough computers for us to scan/review. so me and naz, my reviewer, took turns to use the comp to scan/review. it was ok la. and naz told me i scanned abt 1100 documents in the 20 days i was at ubi. yayness. lols. and i'm now closer to rachel and yong he alrd. haha.. gosh. how i wish they'll stay for longer. if not i'll be alone. thou i'm used to it. but rainbow isn like ubi. there's no aunty judy & daniel & ricky.. sighs.
i was unusally hyper today. which meant that deep inside i was real emo. i was using my laughters to hide that feeling.
was msging jie this morning.. then suddenly she touched the topic abt him. i was momentarily stoned. i couldn give her an ans. well, we're no-good-news-no-bad-news kindda i-dunno-what-kind-of feeling came to me. i hate this feeling lor. and jie told me somethings which i hope will really come true la. but i know, its quite impossible la. i miss jie lots la. i've known her for almost 10 years alrd. we seldom keep in contact, but we always have things to talk abt when we meet. and now, we have me to talk abt. hopefully if she ever comes into poly, we'll get into the same course, coz she chose the same course as me! yay!! but jie! study hard and stay there la. don't come here. lols.
chatting with LOVE is a daily affair. its like a prelude to her mugging session and my blogging session. lols. i totally love chatting with her. we always talk abt the same things, but we get different perspectives on different days. its real comforting and all. =))
i currently miss 2 grps of ppl alot!
CHENGMISTRY
&
EYEGANG!!!
sometimes, i really regret not holding on to that jc life. as i hear abt things happening even within the class, i feel really down. 12/07, a rather bonded class, has now become like this. sighs. even within the clique. =((( arghs.
i should be having a date with LOVE this friday. pizza hut plss. and the girls for free! haha. i miss my girls alot! and i'm gging gaigai with them. need to get clothes for work la. running out of clothes. formal ones and basics esp.
random i love this pig bolster man! my b'day present from mai i think. almost 2 years i think. forgot. =)
i really hope everything went well for you today. may i assume for this time that no news = good news?
and today marks 17 years and 1 month i'm on earth. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIZHEN!!
i know i haven't been posting songs. so here's one today. its on my phone, and i was listening to it today, and i recognised the lyrics as what i am feeling like now.
i was doing real random thinking the whole day today. i was thinking over what i wrote abt my 3 wonderful friends.. and i realised that between me and Li Lin, there's this appreciated silence. even though we don't msg as often as i do with LOVE, even though we don't meet as often as i do with DEAR, we are still able to have this chemistry between us. we are able to know what each other's rxn will be, what we would be thinking at that pt of moment of seeing/hearing something. thats how special our friendship is. thats why, though like i don't have much to talk abt our friendship, its special in its own way. not that LOVE and DEAR's friendships are not special. there's are in their own ways.
and zomg.. i didn know that my hp no and all, is open to all staff of my work company. that lame shit, by the name of yong he, managed to get my number ok, and we had this real lame sms convo. rawrs. he's real lame man. he calls me dutchlady..=.= coz. i taught him the meaning of going on dutch. =.=(X2) he's a future sp-ian too.thats what he says.
somehow somewhere sometime.. i suddenly randomly stupidly went to think abt giving up on this rlns i'm holding onto like crazy now. i dunno why. but no, i am not emo. i was thinking thinking thinking.. then there felt like someone inside telling me that i shldn do so, coz since ive given myself a time limit, i should make full use of it. ok. lame. but yea. thats how random i was.
and i was lame enough to only take out my earpiece and listen to music when work was going to end in an hr. i was sleepy la. pls la, at ubi, i can nap for up to 45 mins during lunch, but i cnt here. it makes a diff lor. =p
and my NEW bag spoilt today. damn saded can. today is only the 2nd day i'm using it. then the handle ring tore alrd!! its suayness, coz hn's one's still ok. rawrs. daddy's fixing it for me! yay! but i will have to use old bags tml and days to come! =((
arghs. whatever. i shall not be emo. during dinner, there was this couple + sister sitting at my table. and i was superly ultimately pissed with their "super-fake-and-disgusting-and-so-not-angmo-accent" convo. its not even amgmo-ish. i think they're malaysian, from the way they speak chi, and coz the bf is a german, and they spoke eng. omfg, horrible and unpleasant to my ears. e.g. same became sam. and they were taking photos in the hawker center. not of the food, of themselves.. =.= zomg. ultimately ... rolls eyes
aishh. song today.
TiAmo - 炎亞綸 ＆ 劉力揚
是重复的动作 因为有你 让一切都变成不平凡 好想缝合你我手心 就这样牵住放不开 有你陪伴 呼吸着有你的空气 就是幸福 Ti amo Te Quiero 每一天都要爱上你 想着你 沉入梦境 一张眼 一清醒 第一个想到又是你 Saranghe And I Love You 我每天都要爱上你 少一天 就会遗憾 陪着你的光阴 怎样都不算蹉跎
oh boy, i'm loving you more and more as the days passes. **hug**
i was really slack at work todayy. super. i.. slept while waiting for the papers to be scanned. flip through the documents really slowly. keep going to the toilet. my hourly count of documents decreased as the day passed.
light always come after darkness. the office toilet was my hide out today. it was really cold inside. so i kept going to the toilet to escape the cold. and also to camwhore.
and you were my light today.
and as i was slacking.. i suddenly saw this thing.
haha.. looks at a girl's name rite.. but its a guys' name lorr.. haha..
seee..
muahaha.. and i didn know noodles could drive..
haha..
but the light nv last too.
and i have this ugly scar on my foot. coz that day i was shifting the benches for the cadets and i let go of the bench before i could shift my leg away. and yay! the scar is there. and i've got a swollen thumb toe.
haha.. looks at a girl's name rite.. but its a guys' name lorr.. haha.. 
