i'm satisfied. really. to finally see him after more than a month. and talk to him face to face.
i'm happy enough. serious. to bump into him accidentally outside the canteen. and chat with him so openly and abt his results which made me super emo the other day
i've learned something. though its nothing big. that being optimistic keeps one afloat. and it helped me.
i'm contended. totally. to just poke him. and see him concerned.
i'm looking forward to next week. absolutely. to the dinner i'm going to have with him. and to work in close proximity to him.
okk. work was enjoyable due to the above. all those came straight from my heart. i'm satisfied alrd. with him and myself. =) thou dinner was supposed to be today, and i went w/o dinner coz it didn turn out right, at least he called. pleased enough.
and i really forgot how it felt to stand for so long. ha. plus my shoes.. made my toes and the back hurt. even worse, i forgot to cut my toenails and put plaster. so i had to go buy plaster, and bear with the pain from my thumbtoe. was limping at times. and i just took off my shoe and stand barefooted when i was folding the clothes.
oh ya, i was working at kids. wanted to change at first, coz i wanted to talk to elvin, but it turned out to be a blessing. coz he not elvin la worked just in front of my wagons. ok, a few wagons away, but i could still see him la. =p and kids = slack coz got no mummy to supervise. hopefully there was no spotcheck, if not, i won be able to work there alrd la. coz i was really really really slack. rawrs. =x
i was real bored, that i took the measuring tape and folded a rose. and took photos.. which could do with real emo captions. lols.
my love ain't made of measurements.
because i could not measure your love for me
i personally like this alot.. =p my love shouldn be priced and measured
and the shoes that caused me to limp.. i long for the other pair.
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anwwwss, i shall go get my slp la. eyebags super heavy!!
andandand. des, i'll be waiting for your good news aye. ALL THE BEST my dear boy!! =) you don't read thou
i'm gging to pray for des and slp soon! and in case you forget the happy smiley mee..
i love talking to LOVE!! we always manage to link random things tgt and i'm always smiling with i talk to her. and i know this will nv change.. RIGHT LOVE!? gee. i totally feel lovely and loved ard her. we talk from menses, to sch, to BFS, to work, to love, to boys everything under the sun. yea LOVE, I LOVE YOU!!
of coz i have DEAR! DEAR is shopping-cum-makan partner. yay! DEAR nv fail to un-emo me de! and yay! i will be seeing ALOT of DEAR when sch reopens!! yay DEAR!! I LOVE DEAR MANYMANY!!
and i have my LOVELY GIRL, LILIN!! she's emo partner. emo with me, laugh with me. muahaha. sec sch wld have been blah w/o her. and we both love THIS FASHION!
i dunno what inspired me to write all those. ehh my 3 wonderful friends!! muackx to them!! =DD
that aside. i'm confirmed going to work my weekends at JL EXPO SALES. half-day on sat, full on sun. 2 weekends. this wk and next wk. i was supposedly irritating mummy to ask them if i could work, but mummy didn want. BUT they approached mummy to ask if i could work! muahah. i'm WELL-LOVED by them! haha. the boss's sis went to tell everyone that i'm hardworking.. yea right man, i'm hardworking coz i've got dagger eyes of mummy staring at me. rawrs. so anw, working means more moolah, BUT it also means that i'll miss shopping with clara, and also cnt cut hair. sighs. and as i was telling LOVE, somehow now, other than the money, nothing much attracts me to work there anymore. i'll most likely become emo after working. the place, the environment reminds me of him and all the fun i had with the guys. the swearing, the laughing, the whackings, the teasings. everything. the pokes from him too. arghs.. cnt emo!
talking abt work, somehow, prinsep doesn feel as nice as before. i'd rather ubi now. how ironic. i miss ricky, david, and AUNTY JUDY!! omg.. i miss aunty judy lots. her loud voice cheers me up. rawrs. and ricky's laughter. and david's thank yous. ahhhh! can god pls send me back to ubi!! haha.
i hate having my period. sucks. random
i wore mummy's tunic with jeans to work today. and i think i looked weird!
lazy to post pic today.
EVER EVER AFTER - CARRIE UNDERWOOD
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true Deep down inside we want to believe they still do And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever after If we just don't get it our own way Ever ever after It may only be a wish away
Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe Unafraid, unashamed There is joy to be claimed in this world You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after The world can be yours if you let your heart Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying Your head feels it's spinning Each happy ending's a brand new beginning Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after Forever could even start today Ever ever after Maybe it's just one wish away Your ever ever after
(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)
Oh, for ever ever after
tonight, i wish my wonderful friends stay by me for ever ever after ❤
".. no wonder you're from tkss" that mention from him, threw me off totally. i haven't heard someone mentioning that in a long time. in addition to seeing mrs chee yest, i haven been feeling that very good. i feel like i've let down my tk teachers, esp mdm ong and mrs chee. they were the 2 who pushed me on through last year. i rmb promising them that i'll hang in there. and finish my jc education. but i didn, and i feel totally guilty coz i really didn put my best foot forward. ".. see you ard" was what mrs chee told me. i dare not see her ard. i dont even know if she knows abt the me now. sighs. i feel so ashamed to proclaim myself as an ex-tksian can. i dont have the fighting spirit instilled in the 4 yrs there. someone kill me plss. i hate this me totally
enough of emomo stuff.
i'm happy girl. (:
msned with him just now(: i finally bid goodbye to the useless GC. =p i cleared my debt with HN. CNY cookies are homeee! prinsep tml!
actually, i look at the list above. such things didn make me a happy girl 2 weeks back. but now, as i learn to appreciate the simple pleasures of the little things in my life, i become more optimistic and i don't emo so much anymore. the black clouds in my head is slowly clearing up. i feel lighter as the days pass. i hope i can be like that everyday. really. it would be so much better than me in the past. thank you to the many ppl who helped me change. dear, love, lilin, loser, him. ((: yay!! "priscilla's a happy girl too! " (:
i tried walking from home to the mrt station just now. and i took abt 10 mins to walk there. omgg. i hope i can sustain walking to themrt everyday when sch starts. and talking abt sch, i feel real unsafe now. rawrs. i'm thinking of pharm in NP, but it doesn give me the requirement to get into the NTU course. oh no. i don't have much time to think either. they say O lvls results' coming out soon. means registration for sch is coming. and i'm feeling so.......now. D.I.E! i'm losing freedom soon.
ok. i haven't been blogging in paras in a long time. haha.
oh yea. being random. i was having this craving for hot food in the afternoon. so i went to bathe, then when i was abt to cook maggi noodles, i felt like drinking chicken soup from the nice aunty downstairs (i've known the aunty since pri 6. she's real nice!) so i went down with my fugly wet hair and all. BUT, aunty was open, so i went to get fish soup noodles. that was at 3+pm. mummy came back from JB at abt 5+pm. we went to pick bro and had dinner abt 6+. and i felt like eating zhu1 jiao3 chu4. and mummy ordered for me! tgt with stingray and all. and i ate again, thou i didn eat the zhu1 jiao3, i drank the chu4. =.= ok lame shit.
fugly me.. omg. i had to hide my face! my fishy soup noodle! =p i miss my GC alrd. as if
SUPER SUNSHINE - GARY CAO GE
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine 是你让我懂得爱 幸福却简单 You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine 因为有了你的爱 从此不平凡 展开
曾经为了爱情寻寻觅觅 却换来空白 终於随著冬叶走向渐黄 放弃了等待 出乎意料 你就这样闯进我的生命来 就是你 YA 让我发呆也想著爱
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine 是你让我懂得爱 幸福却简单 You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine 因为有了你的爱 从此不平凡 展开
You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine 是你让我懂得爱 幸福却简单 You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine 因为有了你的爱 从此不平凡 展开
谁说爱情都有期限 谁说爱情没有永远 只要望著你的双眼 不管未来有多远 都能看得见 原来爱情像个圆圈 起点 终点 同一条线 只要甜蜜不断蔓延 心贴著就不疲倦 永远其实近在眼前 You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine 是你让我懂得爱 幸福却简单 You Are My Sunshine My Only Sunshine 因为有了你的爱 从此不平凡 展开 Everytime I See Your Face 甜蜜不断在蔓延 OOOH~~~ Everytime I See Your Face 甜蜜不断在蔓延 你的爱 从不平凡 展开
i'd better sleep soon. tml need to wake up early. sighs.
tudou cheated my feelings! ): i woke up early to watch dnbyb. BUT cnt load lehhs. )): so i ended up playing games on neopets. =.=
meeting CL later to pass her my GC. money's coming! but its like going out. to HN for the bags, Jelyn for the JTS long time ago. =p and all my money will be goneeee! ))):
i'm so tempted to ps cousins to go work lehhs. i need the moolah. and i want to see himhimhim. =X sheesh, dunno lehhs. i'll just decide later.
i'm just feeling random and happy today! i'm holding you to your words ah. i'm waiting for the date! =D
i'm learning to enjoy the simple pleasure you give me, boy. i can smile now. even if my msges go unreplied. as long as you take that lil initiative. and i miss you like crazyyyy! gonna see you soon. i hope. will i?
been listening to 幸福的风 for the past 1.5 hrs. dunno why. just stuck on the song. but today's song is..
i guess last night really kept my spirits up today. yay. thanks to youknowwho =)
and today. my hair behaved well enough to allow me to let it down. but it gave way to my itchy hands to touch touch touch and discover all the split ends again. omggg. and they're gone now! haha. i trimmed my ends again. and i think my right side is shorter than my left side now. =x
mummy's gonna let me go clara's hairdresser to cut my hair soon yay. its no wonder why i get to cut my hair once a yr only. conpared to twice last time. i dunno how to cut it lehhs.. any ideassss?
and work today. haha. slack. coz the comp hanged like dunno-how-many times. hee and i find the CSE ricky's voice damn nice to listen to laa.. and listening to the radio while working makes ppl think i'm crazy coz i keep laughing to myself.
and i had love to msg me thruout. yay tc love
i cnt wait for sat afternoon. muahahaha. dear! on bo?
randomm.. i heard on 933 that laughing hard 100 times a day is equals to like 15 mins of biking.. haha =p and i finally hit that sacred number on the scale. need to jia you! woo~ and yay! horoscope again..
