i've grown fond of blasting music in my ears whenever i'm out alone.
it just draws me away from my surroundings and feelings.
and the very thing.
i listen to the same few songs over and over again.
the songs, that i cnt stop listening to.
so i decided to just put that few songs in my phone.
and delete the rest.
so i would not need to keep shuffling my songs.
work will become more alone sooner.
YH's working no longer.
Rachel's working at another branch.
lunch kakis' only left with me and annie.
improved my scales alrd. *phews*
priorities. i need to get them right, according to her.
FEB 29 2008
last day of the month.
i totally forgot that the policies needed to be cleared.
and i had to OT to finish the last minute ones.
left work at 8.
when i was supposed to meet mai, mun yee, and DEAR at 6.40. =X
bussed down to bugis -.- could've walked, but i was alrd late
met up with them at NYDC. had my dinner with them looking at me =X
shared tiramisu mudpie with DEAR.
exp. dinner man. 23 bucks!
but meeting with them was priceless!!
went looking around with dear after that.
wanted to get my off shoulder, but thinking of looking for cheaper ones
7-ed home with DEAR! =)
my chi standard is dropping alrd la. according to DEAR.
my usage of chinese words is horrendous. hehx.
needa buck up alrd. =)
the soft toys at NYDC are like so lovable!! plus a free pic of maimai! =p
can santa give me a belated present. i want the elmo. and give dear the eeyor!! hehheh
...........
reflections for FEB 2008
not as emo as jan 08 alrd. tried staying happy. good job pris. i need to keep that up. spend everyday happy and stop thinking about the past.
haven't been very consistent for work. need to work harder this month, leave them with good impression and so i can work again next time.
shall spend more time on practising the piano. i can if i want!!
and be more polite to my parents.
lols. redundant thing, but whatever.
..........
i'm indulging in Dark Chocolate Maltesers, supposed to be for DEAR, but i forgot to give it to her. =p get somemore for her again.
dark chocolate reminds me of him. how he used to offer me dark chocolates.
i was reading the papers today, and i saw something. wanted to inform him, but, didn feel like la. i mean, what would i get? nothing ba.. he'll just thank me, but do nothing about it.
and i was randomly thinking yest, i vocalised it to Li Lin.
the previous was 2 yrs. i wonder if this will last 2 yrs before i can move on again. as much as i wouldn want it to happen, somehow, if the 2 yrs could be a different 2 years. though i know its impossible. just hoping to accumulate more happy memories. so when i finally can leave, i have the happy memories left for me to look back at. its all fate.
.........
The Greatest Love Of All
I believe the children are our are
future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the
beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
Everybody
searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found
anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend
on me
[Chorus:]
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's
shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No
matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because
the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of
all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all
I
believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the
way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of
pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to
be
[Chorus]
And if by chance, that special place
That you've
been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love
this is gonna be my theme song for the month of march.
buck up and move on!
blast my old ways!
pris will move on!Labels: emo, lyrics, reflections, work
