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i suddenly thought of this stupid way to blog today. sheesh.
8.30am, at home, in front of my lappie
came online and saw des's offline msg. random yet it managed to make me smile =D
8.45am, at home, still in front of my lappie
was browsing through friendster.. saw this comment by someone for someone. so omg la.. the msg put across is so damn bloody clear. freak. desperate? i dunno. must tell DEAR abt it la. she'll tell me what it means!! for now, it makes me irk.. ewwss
9.20am, on the way to work, aboard bus 7
listening to the radio now and they're playing the song STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE. so damn cute la. making me smile. so much for supporting S'pore for YOG. haha. feel so national day-y. lols. perking me up. now i cnt sleep on the bus alrd!
11.50am, prinsep house, in front of my work terminal
just got to know that i'll be transferred to main to work permanently. arghs.. i don't want.. no one to talk to me there. =(( if its because they want to make use of my good satistics to finish up the backlog there, i'd rather have lousy statistics then. feel so cooped. damn weird w/o loser for me to whine to!! sheesh.
1.25pm, on the way back from lunch
walking on my own with 2 lil bitchesgirls talking behind me. damn. they're irritating can. keep talking abt low pay and all. can't you be glad that you've got a job now and stop the irritating nonsense. AND how i wish you'd stop calling me short. f***! annie was saying that i cnt wear jeans to work when i'm at main. sheesh. i need more formal clothes!! THAT BLACK JEANS!! SPONSORS!!???
3.10pm, prinsep house, in front of my work terminal
dead stuck on the song, WHEN YOU BELIEVE. the lyrics are.. i dunno.. its meant for ppl to believe, but i don't believe the lyrics. you will when you believe, i will fail if i believe aye. seriously, miracles nv come to me no matter how hard i believe. WHERE'S LOSERRRR!!
5.37pm, prinsep house, in the toilet
finally forced myself to leave the song. the office damn cold, its only me that feels so. so i'm in the toilet now, peeing the water i drank. lols. feeling real emo now. everything inside me, no one to tell to.. loser's not here. only me, my phone and i.
6.15pm, prinsep house, in front of work terminal
work's ending soon!! i'm real bored and slack and stoned. been drawing kuku smiley faces to make myself smile. but its so totally not working. even minesweepers ain cheering me up. sucks. must be that comment taking its effects now. damndamndamn!
7.10pm, on the way home, aboard bus 7
cnt slp again. so affected by that comment, plus the 2 !#$$% saying i'm short. and that i'm cute only when i laugh. fruck! and the stupid man behind me sneezing and couging. irritating and dirty! gosh! LOSERRR!!
8.00pm, at home, dining table
discussing with daddy about appeal to NP. got a definate NO. said what its too far, scholarships can also apply myself after year 3. if only they'd make more effort la. i mean, look at CL's dad. gosh. BIG DIFF!!
10:20pm, at home, in front of lappie
just sent him the song. and thats all for convo. well. i didn expect much. geesh. hate the night.
yay. that was my day. all were recorded by typing in my phone. no faking or whatsoever pls. quite evident that i'm over reliant on loser for emotional whining and release.
the smileys
numo SATU
numo DUA
and the became friends!!
but you ain't cheering me up by hiding there
today's
星座穿衣服品位评价
魔羯座——7分
经典的设计与剪裁常令你看来神采飞扬。但别忘了加一点色彩，它可以让你的创意得以尽情发挥。
changed my blog song again. so here,
WHEN YOU BELIEVE (Mariah
Carey & Whithney Houston)
Many nights
we've
prayed
With no
proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a
hopeful song
We barely
understood
Now we are not afraid
Although
we know there's
much to
fear
We were moving mountains
Long
before we knew we could
Chorus:
There can be miracles
When you
believe
Though hope
is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what
miracles
You can
achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will, (Now
you will (3rd Chorus
through))
You will when you believe
In this
time of fear
When
prayer so
often proves in vain
Hope seemed
like the summer birds
Too
swiftly flown
away
Yet now I'm
standing here
My heart's so full, I
can't explain
Seeking faith and
speaking words
I never thought I'd say
Chorus
So in times
when all your hope is gone
And you go
through life
afraid
In
your heart there lies a hopeful song
That is
there to guide
the way
And all the hurt and all the pain
You soon
will learn was not in
vain
For all your prayers, they will be heard
They'll come to pass
through faith
Chorus
sleeping timmeeee!!
i left too many ends untied and tripped myself over with them
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