ok. i spend my work time scanning life policies again. i hate scanning life policies, coz its just so difficult to scan. which means, i can scan lesser documents in a day. which means, my scan count will get lesser. which means, bad news.
ok. yh worked at hq today so i was alone scanning again. made use of income's free sms to msg him, entertain him. lunched with him, bitch, annie. we 4 always having lunch tgt one yh influenced me to eat baked rice la. in the end, they got my order wrong and gave me spag instead of rice. yucks. da pao-ed rochor soya bean milk back to drink. work again.
left work. walked slowly to bugis. trained down to pl. dinnered along at subway. while waiting for dear. dear came. went to this fashion and shopped. wanted to get this black formal top, ard 23 bucks. dear says its nice, i think its not bad, but i just didn feel like taking out money to pay. so in the end didn buy. then went to the budget this fashion outside pl mrt. and i bought a dress for 10 bucks! muahaha. its nice lor. i'll be wearing it for cny ba. so mummy will stop nagging me abt wearing bnw. lols.
yay! tml's saturday. ignoring music lesson, i'm anticipating tml. all the cute kids at kids section. + him (: should be having dinner with him on sun ba.. hopefully everything goes alright ba.
and after the wkends! monday, back to work + possibly meeting dear to shop cp tues, back to work + meeting psychos. wed, half-day + reunion dinner thrus - sun, NO WORK + CNY!!!
yipppeeee.. lols.
i always ask myself why i am like this. i've nv been like this before. last time, if i'd want to msg ky, i'd msg. i'd want to talk, i'd do so. but now, its all so different. i think and consider alot before i do something. even if its such an insignificant thing such as msging. its not me, but all these's coming from me. i regard you very differently from my friends, you always have this special place in my heart. but do i hold such a position in your heart. its a qtn i'll nv know the ans to. the day's coming nearer and nearer. but i do not have to strong urge to hold you back. some part of me wants to let you go alrd. maybe we're just not meant to be. time shall be the ans.
