mind over matter, thats what i really need to do right now.
i realised that i've been using my heart to solve problems a tad too much.
everytime something happens, my heart will give me a solution instead of my mind.
thats why i tend to get emotional over things.
the matter always get into my heart before my mind starts working.
like today,
i was really late for work alrd, and i didn know that my ezlink card didn have credit alrd.
and so when i got on the bus, i didn have coins to pay also and i only had $10 note, the bus uncle chased me down the bus.
and instead of trying to like ask the passengers for loose change, i got down the bus and started to cry.
seriously, i didn know that that was me.
and i cried the whole way home to get coins
and when i saw my parents,
i slammed my wallet and phone on the shoe rack and poured out my coins from my piggy bank.
and on the way to the busstop again, i was msging loser with like an average of 3 f***s in a msg.
and i was thinking
if the emo moments that has happened recently.
have been due to my heart over mind.
i really need to
learnlearn to be much stronger.
learn the real meaning behind mind over matter.
and i was thinking of the news sometime back about the news about the public transport system.
i really hate the bus system totally man.
today after work, i waited for 35 minutes.
missed 2 bus 7.
just coz they were full.
actually there was still space.
but no one wanted to move in..
and so i had to walk down to bugis there to catch other busses.
i almost sprained my ankle from running for the bus ok!
and did i ever mention i love taking the train
instead of the bus
journeys on the bus makes me naueous and gives me headaches.
trains are like so much smoother and faster.
how i wish there's chai chee mrt station
so i needn walk all the way from bedok home. =))
i'm gonna have an early night today.
everyone at work says i look sick.
i really need to stay strong!!
might be taking leave on friday.
i really miss deswe nv know what we've lost till its gone.Labels: character, transport system
