♥ Thursday, 21 February 2008.
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New HP No: 90065987 said:
come! wish me!
last one!
pris the
crybaby said:
iGOOD LUCKKKKK!!!!
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[SGDOD]+Major Brose+Sr ~~ :.. New HP No: 90065987 said:
:):):):)
hahahaa
woohooO!
okok
pris rocks my socks!
THANK YOU NIGHTMAREEEE!!!
haha.. he made my night/day.
gosh. it has been a long time since someone said that to me! haha.
and i swear everytime i talk to nightmare online, we're both zi-highing lorr.
but its fun.
its ESCAPADE!!
so,
THANK YOU NIGHTMAREEEE!! i simply love my nightmare for everything he does.. so kuku yet it cheers me up!! woooo~~
.............
i guess that was the only thing that could make me struggle through the day.
as usual, i got nagged by mummy early in the morning.
then i was a little late for work, coz i left home late and the bus came late.
then the 2nd floor was horrible. i felt caged. except for 4 walls, and the ceiling and the floor, the tables and the chairs, the computers and the documents, the EA stuff and the 2 other ppl, there was simply nothing. not even a window can. its worse than jail!
i was seriously going crazy, and as usual, i went to the toilet and cried. not before i msged LOVE that i felt like crying. i simply had a spliting headache which made me want to go home. not to mention the whole stack of forms which i couldn figure out how to scan. gosh. what a bad day.
lunch was superly ex. had no appetite and wasted at least half of my bowl of porridge which cost me 4 freaking bucks.
lunch after work was more bearable with my sour plum, but it was still bad. i felt real cooped inside. i felt worse than a jailbird. facing nothing but the computer and the wall. even radio was unable to perk me.
i msged des. and didn get a reply. well, i didn expect one immediately too. disappointed i was not.
couldn take it. left at 6.20. who cares about me!? my supervisor went off before me. there was no one to watch me.
just received des's reply. i'm feeling real guilty now. sheesh.
hey des, if you ever read this, i'm sorry, really sorry. it has always been me to complain about my own things. and you'd always be there to cheer me on, even though you're having it worse than me. i'm sorry for always imposing my pain on you. you've always been here, picking me up, no matter what. for that, thank you. really! no number of thank yous will be enough. its your optimism and helpfulness that keeps me going everyday. i really hope everything goes right for you. because you being happy will make me happy too! thank you and ilu.
i'm having real mixed feelings now.
i am still the crybaby i was yest and the days before and the years before.
i skipped yest's one.
shall just post today's.
星座不能失去的东西?
摩羯座最怕失去的东西：信任
摩羯座是一个圆滑，无论在任何情况下都和上司相处得很好的星座，如果因为某些事使上司对他们失去了原本的信任，会让他痛不欲生的。
i think its sososo true. not the first time i'm reading about this trust thingy. trust needs to exist in everything in life. friends. family.
i'm feeling something which i've never felt before. i should not be feeling this way.
i need time to clear my mind again.
before i go,
GOOD LUCK NIGHTMAREEEE!! for your final paper! may you achieve your straight As!!
be honoured ok! you're having this on my blog when you're not my dear or love! hahaha
nightmare rocks my socks too! =D
明天你將離我有多遠 Labels: emo, work
[ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 21:37 ]
