rainbow section, where i work, felt like an illegal immigrant hideout. esp the middle row. where i sit. there just weren't enough computers for us to scan/review. so me and naz, my reviewer, took turns to use the comp to scan/review. it was ok la. and naz told me i scanned abt 1100 documents in the 20 days i was at ubi. yayness. lols. and i'm now closer to rachel and yong he alrd. haha.. gosh. how i wish they'll stay for longer. if not i'll be alone. thou i'm used to it. but rainbow isn like ubi. there's no aunty judy & daniel & ricky.. sighs.
i was unusally hyper today. which meant that deep inside i was real emo. i was using my laughters to hide that feeling.
was msging jie this morning.. then suddenly she touched the topic abt him. i was momentarily stoned. i couldn give her an ans. well, we're no-good-news-no-bad-news kindda i-dunno-what-kind-of feeling came to me. i hate this feeling lor. and jie told me somethings which i hope will really come true la. but i know, its quite impossible la. i miss jie lots la. i've known her for almost 10 years alrd. we seldom keep in contact, but we always have things to talk abt when we meet. and now, we have me to talk abt. hopefully if she ever comes into poly, we'll get into the same course, coz she chose the same course as me! yay!! but jie! study hard and stay there la. don't come here. lols.
chatting with LOVE is a daily affair. its like a prelude to her mugging session and my blogging session. lols. i totally love chatting with her. we always talk abt the same things, but we get different perspectives on different days. its real comforting and all. =))
i currently miss 2 grps of ppl alot!
CHENGMISTRY
&
EYEGANG!!!
sometimes, i really regret not holding on to that jc life. as i hear abt things happening even within the class, i feel really down. 12/07, a rather bonded class, has now become like this. sighs. even within the clique. =((( arghs.
i should be having a date with LOVE this friday. pizza hut plss. and the girls for free! haha. i miss my girls alot! and i'm gging gaigai with them. need to get clothes for work la. running out of clothes. formal ones and basics esp.
random i love this pig bolster man! my b'day present from mai i think. almost 2 years i think. forgot. =)
i really hope everything went well for you today. may i assume for this time that no news = good news?
and today marks 17 years and 1 month i'm on earth. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIZHEN!!
i know i haven't been posting songs. so here's one today. its on my phone, and i was listening to it today, and i recognised the lyrics as what i am feeling like now.
