♥ Thursday, 13 March 2008.
> green man <
lesson of the day.never blast music in your ear while crossing roads.i blasted music in my ears while crossing the junction near my office and almost got killed.and it spoiled my whole day.i think i'm stupid.not gonna elaborate on it.at that split moment,how i wished that the car had slammed into me.because it would mean that everything would end.but yet, it didn.i guessits time for me to accept the fact thati'll have to continue living my pathetic lifeand living it bravely.because there're more trials to come.i shall therefore,try my very hardest to be even more optimistic.to be a better person,living a much happier life.........i just quarreled with daddy over poly fees thingand i just found out that i'm in the wrongshit. i'm gna get great big scolding tml.and i quarreled with mummy toobecause she doesn approve me taking leave tml to practise piano.so i decided to take half-day leave.i dont really care. i need to practise my piano like pronto.and movie with the girls tml. (:i really think that something i really miss from my past is my laughter and smiles and the way i could communicate with my parents.as i grew up, i realised i slowly lost them, esp communication.i shall slowly earn them back.re-learn them.take them back. and i will!! because he once said that my smile was my greatest asset.Labels: reflections
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