♥ Saturday, 22 March 2008.
> dear friends, <
dear friends,i saw something on a close friend's blog that made me cry, then think about things. you know how i always say you guys are my best assets, my fuel. i treasure each and everyone of you. however, sometimes, i wonder what i am to you guys. could you tell me? tell me what a person i am to you guys. sometimes, i'll just rather you all tell me truths that hurt, than keep them from me and apologise after knowing that i know. because everytime an apology is made in this situation, i will inevitably feel like i'm this bitch who wants to be involved in everything and would be overly upset if i'm not.but i don't think i am. am i? and when i feel like this, it'll make me cry. friends do make mistakes, do neglect sometimes. i'm guilty of it, yet everyone does.you all know how i always whine to you guys. sometimes, after i whine, i feel super guilty. because its always me whining, but you all just keep quiet listening to me, and i seldom play the role of the listener. its a selfish behaviour. and for that i really apologise.something about friendship that i believed since a long time ago, part of the characteristics of my horoscope too, that trust is the basis of every friendship.i really treasure each and everyone of you. pris loves you all.your friend forever,pris (:'nuff said,i've been listening to 张韶涵's new album and i find the songs all niceee. so its my new song playlist.and i love this song the most.张韶涵 - 失忆
下雨后还给蓝天了晴朗
在分手后不算亏欠
跌跌撞撞的缠绵
认认真真的实现
这样谁不流泪
就当作最后亲吻吧
释放 在这事件中不算惩罚
热热烈烈的沉沦
冷冷淡淡的抽身
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒
你却是异常的平静
习惯慢慢失忆
这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是
你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨
我并不想害自己
就当作最后亲吻吧
释放 在这事件中不算惩罚
热热烈烈的沉沦
冷冷淡淡的抽身
我算是残忍的吗
我如何假装
我心里不再有你
沉溺后清醒
你却是异常的平静
习惯慢慢失忆
以为这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是
你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨
我并不想害自己
我不想害自己
我已经失去你
在没有你爱我的那一天
我如何拯救自己
我发现我爱你
就在这一瞬间
沉迷后清醒
你却是异常的平静
习习惯慢慢失忆
以为这样就能转移自己
我发现我爱你
就在这一瞬间
倾盆而下的却是
你不安的阴天
毕竟我不慷慨
我并不想害自己as much as i don't wanna think about the 9ths, sometimes, i just cnt help but think about it. i wonder yet again, about the many things. i cnt say i no longer care, because i still do. i just don't know how to put my msg across anymore. its not as open anymore.sitting cross-leggedin the cornerhoping you'll notice.Labels: friends, lyrics
[ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 23:57 ]
