megan, clara, pris

moving on.

i've been very open nowadays about my education route. i don't really mind telling people i failed promos and am waiting to enter poly. i can tell my juniors, who once admired me for my good results. i can tell my relatives.

BUT, one person i still cnt talk openly with is non other than my mum. seriously. i totally hate it when she brings it up because in some way or another, i feel insulted when she talks about it.

and so today, she brought it up again and i got real pissed at screamed at her and cried. and guess how she managed to approach the topic.

by talking about AGE. like WTF!?

somehow, there's still this spiritual distance between me and mum that i am still unable to overcome la. i always get easily irritated when i'm around her. i am unable to talk about things with her around. even when i'm talking to my cousins, i am unable to express myself freely. there're alot of things i will nv want her to know. not that i don't trust her, just that, she isn exactly the kind of mum who i want to tell my things to.

oh whatever. i'm not supposed to give up on improving my relationship with my mum.

and yes, when i was crying after screaming, the first person i thought of was des. oh well..

random photos..

CNY at ah-ma hse.

the rare pic of my ahbeng brother with his b'day cake.

my cute nai-nai & ye-ye. love them loads

our gold trophy!!! =DDD *beams*

am so not looking forward to work tml. i will have no lunch because i only have 90cents in my wallet now. gosh. DIE. cnt take money from mummy alrd. =( diet! =p

tues prob meeting LOVE at bugis for her sudden-urge-shopping. ha. she spend i watch. ha.

and DEAR!!! TAKE CARE OF YOUR ANKLE!!!

[UPDATE]

i was playing around with the programmes in my lappie. and i found this movie maker programme. damn cool. i think i am so living in the past. i think it has been ard for eons. haha. \hmm. when i get enough pics from eyegang, shall do one for eyegang. was testing out with my own zilian pics. =p

shall go zzzzz

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