the title explains my day.
安静. totally.
i didn feel like talking.
and it sorta pissed my mum off.
and i was packing my room.
and i found the score book i bought in yunnan.
the one with the jay chou songs inside.
and i turned to this song. sat myself down at the piano and learned how to play it without giving up.
and the song is...
安静.
nightmare was playing it yest.
on that spoilt piano in the canteen.
and it sorta influenced me.
lols.
was reading the papers today.
and one of the main story was abt.
SINGAPORE WOMEN'S EXPECTATIONS TOO HIGH. or something like this la.
and they mentioned that many s'porean females expect their guys to
1. pay for their meals
2. send them safely home.
3. open car doors for them.
4. dress up for occasions e.g. anniversary.
5. carry handbags for them. (50% of surveyed)
when i read it, i was wtf-ing all the way. seriously.
to me, those are materialistic measures of a guy. ok, maybe except for sending me safely home.
seriously, so what if they don't do all those above. does it mean that the guy isn a good guy/bf? i think its about the image the girl wants to portray? show others how sweet the guy is? how lucky she is to have such a guy?
stupid thinking really.
esp the carrying of handbags. i've always been disgusted by guys carrying handbags for the bfs. i think it enhances gay factor. really. i cnt imagine my bf carrying my handbag for me. i'd be embarrassed!! gosh. i've always told my bro to NOT carry his gf's handbag for her in the future. its just such an.. eyesore la. haha.=x
mummy has always taught me to stand on my own. no $$, don't spend. always do things that i can manage by myself. so i never expect my guy to pay for me, or open the car door for me. coz they're things i can do myself.
its sincerity that matters in the materialistic side of a relationship. i never expect much from my guy.
i just want him to TRUELY love me for who i am, care for me, appreciate my plus points, respect me and my beliefs, accept my bad points. thats all. seriously. i don't need him to be handsome, tall, rich, have six-packs or whatever. i just want someone who can do all those above. thats all. that simple.
and i wonder when i will ever find that him.
i spent some time doing the collages again
and i find that, 2 pics per collage is just nice!
here you go.
i added the plastic bag background. haha. looks better?
something different. for yunnan ocip.
for eyegang! see the background and you will see my LOVE's face. she's the center of them all. thats why she's my LOVE <3>
and the FINALE!
DEAR!!! <3<3<3
its a new week tml.
i shall start AFRESH!! =)
我要我自己坚强
知道我能做到
我就要活得比从前更好
Labels: food for thought
