i'm not going to work tml. sore throat + flu + near-mental-breakdown state screw mummy for screwing me today. screw myself for meing such a weakie. screw myself for using 3 forbidden words on inoocent loser yest. sorry loser screw myself for thinking so much screw myself for emoing so much screw myself for everything that has happened since 9th dec. the last day i saw him screw my world. period.
i just hope the ppl i'm meeting tml will be able to cheer me up a teeny wenny bit will do.
i'm ok ppl. really. just leave me alone. physically and mentally. i need to let things out.
i think i'm too dependent on LOVE whenever i'm emo its no good priscilla ho. not good at all. i should learn to face up to such things myself. learn to stand strong.
thanks LOVE all these while. i know all these makes you think abt your past. sorry i always say that you're in the same situation. but i know you're different from me. you're much stronger than me. you're alot more brave than me. you will always be that strong LOVE in me. the strength for me to just go pass every night. thank you LOVE. from the very bottom of my <3
i'll try to stay stong. try very hard.
eyes on me - faye wong
Whenever sang my songs, On the stage, on my own, I never said my words, Wishing they would be heard, I saw you smiling at me, Was it real? Or just my fantasy? You'd always be there in the corner, Of this tiny little bar.
My last night here for you, Same old songs just once more, My last night here with you? Mayber yes, maybe no. I kinda liked it your way, How you shyly placed your eyes on me, Did you ever know? That I had mine on you.
Darling so there you are, With that look on your face, As if you're never hurt, As if you're never down, Shall I be the one for you? Who pinches you softly but sure, If frown is shown then I will know that you are no dreamer.
So let me come to you, Close as I wanna be, Close enough for me, To feel your heart beating fast, And stay there as whisper, How I loved your peaceful eyes on me, Did you ever know? That I had mine on you.
Darling so share with me, Your love if you have enough, Or tears if you're holding back, Or pain if that's what it is, How can I let you know? I'm more than the dress and the voice, Just reach me out then, You will know that you are not dreaming
