i wonder why, but i feeling scared.scared about you. =(zomg. i just checked online and realised that i need some singpass thing to register my schools for JAE.
so stupid.
tml have to wake up early and take time off from work to get the singpass thing.
rawrs.
i did scanning and ironing of clothes in the fastest time ever today man.
i dunno why.
and lame shit is becoming lamer man.
rawrs.
GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYONE TML!!
[update@23:03]
ok. i'm feeling real emo now. i have no idea why. i know.. the thought of applying for sch scares me off alrd.
i'm scared i will miss the dateline. and i know another reason is the usual reason. him. i have no idea why. sucks. i feel totally down and out. i don't want to work tml!! i'm having high hopes tml. even lame shit told me something which i think he won't. arghs. i cnt help it. emo is coming back. tml shall become zibi like lame shit says before he comes back on monday. =(( i miss him alottt. i miss demonkid like shittt!! i know i can see him on sat and sun.. but somehow tml brings this down-ness to me.
[update@22:31]
i'm feeling even emo-er as time passes. i'm tearing occasionally. it sucks totally when i see my friends caring for me more than he does. ppl i am not so close to, like kenneth and lame shit and loser. they care for me alot more than he does. and even worse, when i talk to him, and i see things he tells me, i really hope for it to happen, but something tells me it won't. i really dunno what to do. i'm back to listening to 有一种爱叫做放手 again.. nightmare, can you give me some of ur strength? i fear everything thats gging to happen. every little thing. arghs.
i don't want you to leave.Labels: daily. emo
