as time passes. novelty wears off. and i plunge into another whole world of darkness.
and yes. the happiness and pleasure of that message is slowly wearing off. i no longer laugh to myself when i see it. instead i wonder. when will the time be when i will receive such a msg from him again. its all about waiting.
[update] i just finish downloading my daily dose of songs and all. my shoulder blades hurt again. work is getting really bad. the rate of entry of proposals is like thrice the rate i clear the long-overdued proposals. can be quite stressful. and the routine is wearing me out. i cnt go back to help the cadets for the toughest time they're going through. fdc this yr is the worst and toughest we can ever have. i can only hope for them to do their best! give them mental support. song.. 对不起,我爱你 - liang jing ru
没别的 只想说对不起 对不起 我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想 你怎么说 也不会改变我的决定
你知道 有时候感情事很难说 很难说 爱人或朋友
从前到现在 我真的感觉要 一想你 我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳 想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你 搭车想着你 阖眼闭眼间 出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情 我等不到你的回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
没别的 只想说对不起 怎么样 我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲 你怎么做 也不会影响我的心情
你知道 有时候男孩更难捉摸 难捉摸 爱人或朋友
现在到永远 我真会感觉要 一想你 我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记的牢 情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你 听歌想着你 大地和蓝天 出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情 我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
你听一听我的心跳 你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你 搭车想着你 阖眼闭眼间 出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情 我等不到你的回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
i need my rest again. i think i might be just crying to sleep tonight. the thought of going back for music keeps me in fear.
and i really miss him, them, my friends. i so want to meet dear, love and my girls.
