♥ Thursday, 20 December 2007.
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i slept for over 11 hours.from 1am to 12pm.but about half about time was spent msging loser.and waiting for his reply.ended up not going to the temple with mummy.stayed home to slack and clean my room.and his reply finally came.and it didn last long too.i really dunno what to do already. all these feels so unreal. the meeting. the chats. the msges. i wait and wait and wait, and when it finally comes, i get real disappointed. maybe its just me being over sensitive. maybe its really the case. i really dunno. all i know is that i'm really clinging on, but my grip is getting looser and looser. one day, i might just fall. fall back to where i was before he brought me up.i dunno what i will be doing tml. he won't be free either. so i cnt meet him. maybe i'll just rot further at home. its really affecting me.i think love is nothing but pure torture and pain
[ ♥ LIL SUPERHERO GIRL @ 22:02 ]