Daily Propehts.

today was an average day. school was quite horrible. lunch was as horrible, felt like vomitting after that.
things got better after i got home.
i'm finally done with meteor garden I
don't think im gging on with part II. haha.
and i just finished watching 200 pounds beauty.
super nice. i cried. haha.


i think i am just useless.
real useless.
i've got no guts just to say hi.
yeah,
its impossible.
so what
the harboured hopes have nv disappeared.
i really dunno what to do.
someone tell me pls.

it sux.
when u want your presence to be felt.
but you are being neglected.
sometimes i really ask myself.
what are friends for.
is there really friends forever.
is there anything such as ever-lasting friendship.
i can never give a definate answer to myself.
because everything seems like an illusion.
everything seems to be fading.
slowly fading.

im losing interest in everything.
everything i do.
i dunno what i can do.
except rot.
fade away from the world.

下一站 ,有没有更期待的结局 .
i'm awaiting the answer.
will someone tell me pls.
i feel lost.
confused.
disillusioned.
i am on the verge of losing myself.
the strength to pull myself up again is gone.


it seems like i'll be indulging in my tears tonight.
school tml is definately out.
i've got to hide the tears.