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♥ Tuesday, 9 October 2007.

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i really my parents would whack and scold me like they used to do when i didn do well in the past.
them treating me so nicely will make me feel real guilty.
coz i know deep inside there, they are so disappointed
and they really want to release the disappointment.

but as time passes, they learn that violence is not the cure
yet as time passes, i learn that violence is one of the cures to wake my senses up.

the pain, the mental torture, is so much better than the royal treatment.
i hate to see them silent.

come, anyone, whack me pls.


shi jie mo ri - jay chou



想笑
来伪装自己掉下的眼泪
点点头
承认自己会怕黑

我只求能借一点的时间来陪
你却连同情都不给

想哭
来试探自己麻痹了没
全世界
好像只有我疲惫
无所谓
无所无所谓
反正难过就敷衍走一回
但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰
会不会让我忘了你是谁
夜越黑梦违背
难追难回味

我的世界将被摧毁
也许事与愿违
(也许)
累不累睡不睡
单影无人相依偎
有谁肯安慰
或许颓废也是另一种美

-会不会让我入睡
有谁安慰-


i feel as if its worlds' end alrd.
-maybe i'll be gone tml-