i know im not supposed to cry anymore
but i cldn keep the tears back again.
when miss lee asked if i studied
i cldn help but cry.
i did
i seriously did.
i hate it at home.
when my mum is at home.
she criticises.
she insults.
it sucks.
i want to go poly.
i really want to go.
i want to take biomed/nursing
i really want to take either course.
but im afraid i won get approval.
dad seems like he doesn approve.
i dunno.
i don enjoy it in tj.
i really want to get out of tj.
i dunno LOVE,
i tried to talk alrd.
i'm afraid i cnt make it through this crisis.
can someone help me?
someone save me out from this disaster i didn wish forkhoo yu's no longer here for me.
he is no longer here to give me advice.
i miss his advice.
i need help pls.
you will never be here for me again.
anw, thanks LOVE and nightmare for supporting me for the past few days.
would have gone crazy if not for them.
thanks! (:
i shall go hide in my room again.
good night world.
i will miss this class forever