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♥ Tuesday, 9 October 2007.

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26% for physics.
am i pro or what.

crying in class.
am i an ass or what.

i hate myself.
i really do.

i hate myself for being such a weak person.
i hate myself for not studying even harder. although i studied real hard already

i wish someone will kill me.
i wish someone will run his car over me.
i wish to disappear from this world.

why cant i get results when i put in the effort.
can someone tell me why!?

i really studied alot.
i really did.

yet this is all i get.

fucking 26% for physics
bloody 36% for chem.
pissing 77% for chi.

why cant i get results which equals to the effort i put in?
i cant bear to lose.
lose all the friends i have in tj.
lose all the confidence i have in myself.

why didn i lose the stress in me.

i dunno what i am going to tell my parents.
all i am capable now is cry.

i hate my life.
i hate everything presently.
everything sucks.

maybe i'll just die tml