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♥ Sunday, 9 September 2007.

> goodbyes <

i hate goodbyes.
i detest goodbyes.
i abhor goodbyes.

all sorts of goodbyes.
short term.
long term.
to friends.
to family.
to everyone close.


5 years ago, it was grandpa.
then it was great-grandpa.
then recently, him.
4 months ago, eugenia went away.
last month, granduncle.
this month, memi is going away.


i just don't understand why people must leave.
why can't we all stay together.
why can't we all go together.
why can't we not say goodbye.

i miss them.
everytime, i feel so reluctant to speak the word.
the urge to have them back is so strong.
yet we can do nothing.


i just got to know memi for just about 6 months.
and now, its almost time to part.
i don't want.
i still want the fun with her.
the laughs with her.
the silly moments with her.
the bhb moments with her.
without her, the clique is no longer complete.
i miss memi.
i want memi to stay!


to match this, the song for the post,



离开了 by kangkang.



i love my lovely girl forever!
and dear too!!


off to rush the presents for memi.
and clock some hours on the books.