HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
Boring day today Didn study anything No mood
I realize that I need to learn HOW to cope with disappointment. And rejection. Seriously, I thot I would be ok When it was cancelled once again But I guess I am not. I felt all so down after that msg All the yearning All gone. All the promises broken. Maybe its time. To stop sticking to the olds. To start enjoying the present. Maybe its not me. Maybe it is me. Oh whatever. I will learn to cope and survive without.
While trying my new clothes
new as in bought long time ago but have not worn it, I realized that with that 2 new accessories I bought yest, I could bring out a whole new
thing, new look. Hehx. I am so gonna save save save
I have been saying that since a long time ago. Well, I am so going to get less basics and more
ermm.. more versatile? Clothes. Haha.
I need those loser guys to perk me up. And that yucky azmi for me to punch. Girls are no longer of use to perk me alrd, except my gossipers, yuen and LOVE
I want to go out with DEAR again. I want to talk to DEAR.
And I realized once again, that I still don have appropriate clothes for yeye s birthday dinner next sat. I doubt I can wear black. Damn.
I shall go run water over me again. I need to get rid of the tears. Whatever.
Sorry for the colourful post, I just felt like it.
