Daily Propehts.

I think friendship has taken a toll on me. Whenever I am alone, I think about the friendship between me and her. The strained friendship, to be exact. I no longer have much to talk to her about. Nothing to confide in her anymore. Feel so distant from her now. Feel weird around her.
I know she has changed. I can feel it. I can sense it. I just don t wish to think about it. But it just comes to me.
I hate this feeling.
I hate this distance between us.
I hate this strain.

I seriously think that I am an insensitive friend. A lousy one. I often just think of myself. And I am biased. I only get this selfish feeling when I am not around eyegang. I just lost a friend, which does not seem like a friend. Sometimes, I just really feel like being by myself. Away from all my friends. Just me and myself.

Retail therapy-ed yesterday with haoning. bought my belt, like FINALLY. And a blouse from S&K. woots. Bought my econs guide and new colour pen! =) took neos too! 2 times somemore. Coz the first one was screwed. No time to deco.