I finally realized something. When I learn to let a matter go, and it comes back, I learn to appreciate it more.
It’s the same as when we let go of balloons, if it flies back, we learn to treasure them more and not let them go.
I think I have calmed down a lot comparatively to when it first happened. When I first let go of the relationship.
I dare to approach him with my problems again. I treasure everything he says. Unlike last time, when I took everything for granted.
Now I know. I know that I will always have someone by my side to help me. I know that even when everyone close beside me changes, I still have someone there for me. =)
Shopping with mum and clara on mon. I need a new bag. New clothes. New specs. I better quicken my pace. Woots.
I feel lost in my own world these days. I can cry to sleep without a reason.I want my balloons. Colourful. So I can fly fly fly, high high high up into the sky. So I can see every good and bad. Forget my troubles.