I think im screwed for both tests today. both chem and econs. Kay la. Im supposed screw econs only lor. Coz the main thing is monopoly and perfect competition market structure. But I concentrated on Cost Theory during labour day. Den yest not enough time to finish studying market structure. And alas, the whole damn essay qtn was on market structure! Shit. I left my whole part b blank! Haa. im prepared for ungraded. =p
And and CHEM!! so disappointed with myself. Im supposed to be prepared for it. BUT the 1st qtn was on ATOMIC STRUCTURE! I felt the whole LT crashing onto me. I lost my confidence lor. Tried my best for the CHEM BONDING qtns. Hopefully can pull my mark up. I guess maybe I wld be satisfied with a subpass? Dunno lehhs.
Got back CHEM MOCK SPA. I got a freaking 6-6 for skill B-C. so lousy can. I can kill myself. I let grandmamma mrs chee down! How cld a MRS CHEE STUDENT get 6/8 for titration!? oh man. Nxt week is CHEM ACTUAL SPA alrd. Im screwed! =(
PE was horrendous too. S class was torture. It was raining, still make us jog in the rain. Den do stretching and some muscle stuff. So strenuous la. And I realize that my stamina is like getting worse. Run also cnt run for long. IPU also cnt do my continuous 12. im becoming like a fat ass. =( getting muscle ache la. And my left elbow is hurting again!
I miss 4B. I miss the girls, esp nana and DEAR. I used to be able to clock 14 min for 2.4. thanks to their pacing and DEAR’s pushing. I will always rmb what DEAR said when she was running her last round last yr YOU WALK, I WALK, DEN MY TIMING WILL BECOME SLOWER!!. with that I could force myself to run lor. Nana also will push me to run. And I got ppl running at the same pace as me. Now in tj, no one pushes me. No one runs at almost the same pace as me. No one encourages me. Im alone while running. The track is like a giant monster mouth like tat. I HATE RUNNING AROUND THE TRACK!! 2.4 was nv a problem la. The scenery I could enjoy while 2.4-ing in TK. Ha. All gone!
OCIP was bad. I had no mood to bond. No mood to talk. No mood to give comments and idea. All I wanted to do was to go home come online and emo with my songs. And we have to raise like $10,000 for the trip!? Like WTF!? How to raise sia. And the trip is gonna be ex la. In addition to the $400 basic fee, we still have to buy like the common jacket/t-shirt. And some thermal stuff. Ahh! And there’s vaccination also la. 4JABS!!! piang ehhs. Can die!
I slept too much last night. Today keep falling asleep in sch. Was easily pissed. I think my max slping time is 2 hrs! ha.
I still owe my dear blog a photo post. 2 batches of photos lehhs. Lazy lar.. wait till im free. =p
And I cnt believe bubble tied with lilin for the quiz! Like OMG! LiLin wanna kill him la. On the other hand, im glad I still have a friend other than LiLin who knows me well. And I realized that there’s this particular qtn that NO ONE has gotten it right. and the qtn is : how many years have I learned the piano for. Haa. no one can guess la. Given my standard and behaviour. Haa.
I just feel like using this line today. Bye.
I know when you no longer care.
