I was in a ‘i-am-pissed-and-emo-mood-but-happy-things-did-happen- mood yesterday

SADLY, it started yesterday morning, 12.45am, when I was packing my stuff for swimming. I could not find my shampoo. I could not find my goggles. I was tired ENOUGH already, so I decided not to swim. I was pissed because we were told last week that you had to swim 16 laps yesterday, and I was so looking forward to it. Never mind.

SADLY, when I got into bed, I could not sleep at all. Despite the music playing in my ears, I just could not sleep. Despite hugging my pikachu, I just could not sleep. Despite hiding under my blanket, I just could not sleep. Those thoughts just kept churning and turning in my head. I think by the time I slept, it was already 2 plus. sighs.

SADLY, I woke up late yesterday morning. There was no brother to make noise to wake me up. He was at gram’s house. And my glasses were on the floor. Almost stepped on them. shit. was way late when I finished bathing. Then it started raining, but I still had to report to swimming pool.

HAPPILY, dad volunteered to send me to swimming complex as he did not need to send brother to school. And dad dropped me at the busstop where I met ELI LOVE, who was stranded without an umbrella.

HAPPILY, we walked to the swimming complex with my small umbrella. The rain was HUGE. even with my umbrella, our backs, sides were wet, drenched. When we walked, our skirts were like sticking to our butts. Haha. But it was FUN!!! it was cold and both of us were like screaming all the ways. laughing all the way. Haha. It made me appreciate that special moment. how much I miss walking in the rain!! =)

HAPPILY after being dismissed, MELOVEMAMAYUENFELI went to the coffeeshop to have breakfast. Me & love had couple meal. Haha. Eggs + toast + tea. Its was so funny, because firstly, I just could not crack the egg properly. I was laughing at myself while trying, and everyone started laughing too. Then, I was day-dreaming a little, so I used my spoon to scoop the other egg out of the container. Blur me out my spoon back into the container when I was supposed to use it to eat my own egg. And I went all blur as to which was my spoon and where it was. It was just a NICE AND HOMELY BREAKFAST.

HAPPILY, MEMAMALOVEYUEN ponned maths lecture. They wanted to change out of their swimming costumes and we were already late, so we decided to pon the lecture. And guess where we sat!? OUTSIDE THE STAFF ROOM!! haha. It seemed safe as there were 2 J2s there too. And we saw 2 of our teachers and they did not really see us I think.

PISSING maths. The class wanted the teacher to print answers for the tutorials as she was merely going through the whole tutorial without letting us digest and understand. Then she was arguing about this and that. Then everything was ok already, BUT, that ASSHOLE guy had to bring it up again. As I was already pissed, I shouted at him, telling him to shut up and use the time to copy instead of wasting time arguing. The guys started going “WA” again. Ha. Love called me CHILLI PADI. Actually, if it was someone else, I would not have shouted, but it was asshole guy, so I shouted. Ha

But HAPPILY, I passed MATHS LECTURE TEST!!! finally a pass!! =)

Econs case study test was relatively ok. Did not manage to finish but I think I did better than the last one! =)

Lunch was EMO. MEMI was crying because she was stressed and tired. Everyone was quiet. I dare not console her. I was afraid I would make things worse, with my hatreddislike for JC life at the moment. Sighs. It felt so weird. And with no one talking, I slipped into emo mood again.

Chemistry was ok. Me and yuen were trying to use whiteboard marker to draw on the glass panels around the seminar room. FUN!!

GP was PISSING. the teacher was being a total BITCH. She acted smart and said some things which I thought was very arrogant. WHERE THE HELL DID YOU GET THAT FROM. I CANNOT BELIEVE NONE OF YOU CAN GET THIS CORRECT. its so hurting can. I do not like her. Yuen does not too. She is arrogant. She is gossipy. She gossips and then shows dislike when we gossip among ourselves. Yucks.

Physics was THERAPIC. I was chatting with yuen the whole time. Told her lots of things, including him. haha. I felt emo after that, but much better.

Home was EMO AND PISSED. do not feel like going on about it here.

I am glad for my friends who made my day! =) and LiLin for tagging! =)

I realize that I am purely talking about my life here. I should get a new style of blogging. Haha.

And I realize that I typed this whole post in proper English I think. =P

Countdown to Saturday : 4days

no one is worth your tears. The one who is, will not make you cry