Sometimes I just don’t understand life. Why mux we always treasure the person who doesn deserve to be treasured. Why mux we always not treasure the people who deserve to be treasured?

Today was so vexing.. luckily, today no tuto if not I think ill be dead la. Supposed to wake up at 11.30pm last nite to start my mugging marathon which was supposed to last for 7 hrs. but I ended up sleeping that 7 hrs away! Wtf sia! I cnt believe it!! Why did I jux SLEEP MY TIME AWAY!!!????. I was so pissed with myself la!

Den when I was in sch, receive msg from that someone. Ask me if it was ok he link me and tag. Pls la. I mean who can stop u can? And I was quite pissed with myself still at that time for wasting my bloody time sleeping. I was seriously irritated. Plus I didn bring my stupid chi txtbk. Borrowed from cera. And in the end stupid teacher nv use. And somemore, I made such careless mistakes in my chi test! Damn!! :’(

Heck that la. The thing is my girl, Li Lin msged me told me her troubles.

** my girl. Don’t be sad kkays. Jux heck them. Coz I noe and you noe who you like. So don’t bother about them kkays. The more you bother the more you think the more you’re sad. Jux leave them alone. I believe you’ll survive it!! And don care what *** said kkays. She was like grrrr. Heck her. She being so ass-holey. Loves you lots! **

yea. I just don’t understand why some ppl jux don cnt stop spreading scandals, its as if without spreading scandals they cnt be whole. Esp if they noe the scandal is so not true. GET A LIFE LA PEOPLE!!. esp tat FRIEND I didn’t expect you to say that lar. It was damn effing bad. U jux dunno how to treasure your best friends la!

And why did I quarrel with them yest? Why did I even lose my temper. It was jux such a small thing. Why didn I control my temper? Shit! And now, when im there, im like freakin pissed out, upset.

I cnt go back to my hide-out tml. Ill miss momma, grandmomma, darling juniors. =(

I feel as if my life’s upside-down. But on a bright side, I LOVE MY EYE-GANG!!!. thank you my lovely EYES!! =))))

If it is meant to be, it will be. *ilu